KUCHIBIRU GA WARNING WARNING FURETARA!
KOTOBA WA GARAKUTAAAAAAA!

The Life is Officially Screwed.
i'm really glad i dont have to do chinese next year. say goodbye to owing chinese homework, gnia! at least i do have some conscience, i kinda feel bad whenever laoshi nags at me to finish my work. SO, i'll attempt the mock paper later (i hope)

physics test tmr.
IM SAD COS I SEEM TO BE THE ONLY ONE TAKING 6YEAR PHYSICS MAJOR.
i'm still taking it for the interest, though, if not i would have dropped it ages ago. so let's just hope the interest itself is able to sustain me for another 2 years with evil teachers and bad attitudes.

i'm blaming myself for stopping piano the last time. If not it would a good subject to specialise in. I suppose i would be at least grade 7/8 now, considering i was supposed to take my grade 5 in pri4/5. gah, that would save me from feeeeesix.

thinking back, i really regretted coming to this school. my future's so damn bloody murky and unknown. my friends back in ny are having a good time, and they're assured of a good future. those people have either finished their exams and are heading off to hwachong next year (IP/BSP), or have scored straight As in their prelims and now it's just a matter of choice between RJ and HC for them after the O's. and this is saddening because i KNOW i would have gotten into BSP (i was alrdy in IP) without any trouble, or if i chose the other track, i would have at least gotten >8A1s.

FOR SURE.
because my grades at ny were pretty good, still (without much studying ^^)

i have no idea why i choose to come to a place where
(a)it's all about how much you mug, and not talent/intelligence
(b)you feel stupider just cos you mug lesser
(c)people read books not for interest, but for scoring well in exams
(d)teachers like students who ask alot of qns. ie. muggers/kiasu-people
(e)you are mentally stressed and the curriculum is taxing
(f)(yet) the future's unknown and not well-planned out
(g)you're forced to stay in an expensive shithole with no aircon for an entire year
(h)it's all about money (for the school, at least)

what happened to the days when we could just go to kino and choose a couple of good books for a read. I really miss the days of jane eyre and pride&prejudice. that's why i conclude that kids at our school are really missing out on alot, and they'll just end up being scientific geeks, cos theyre not cultured people at all.



yeap. i suppose after the exams i'll read all the random books that i've gotten from kino but have yet to read them. brighton rock! and pamela! and some others :D